I feel like the words ‘I love you” and the terms ‘best friend” is like a curse for me. Every time I use those words, someone throws it right back into my face. Its like it doesn’t have that much meaning to them than it does to me. I take those words seriously, it just seems like they don’t care how much it actually means to me. Instead they show me that they can careless about me. They care about themselves and their selfish desire. They said don’t care too much and yeah, they’re right. Caring too much makes you seem like you’ll always be there for them and so they think they have the right to hurt you. No more am I going to use these words and no more will I ever care too much over people. I can careless now. Call me heartless, but shit!!!! I have a reason to be one!!!!